Power and Gettin' Some

Hey there,
We got power back at beta yay! ts nice to be able to see at night and stuff. The not so nice part is that I'm really sick. I blew off one of my classes today and spend the whole day in bed, I didn't even get up for meals, its utterly pathetic. What sucks more is that I have to do my work anyway because even if you"re sick they still want your papers in college. Its super annoying, but I'm almost done.

The upside of the power going out is that I love the library now. I spent like 6 hours there Monday and Tuesday and turns out its great. I saw JD there on Monday so I'm keeping an eye out. Downside is that K works there, but Ive only seen him a little. I walked right by him yesterday and then made a point to stop and say hello later. It was very clever of me. I criticised hi in the most marvelously back handed way. I said "well just thought I'd say hey because it would be weird to walk by and not say anything..." it was all very brilliant, and he was humbled.

In other news, I made out J yesternight. It was alright, I can't tell if I'm actually attracted to him, or if I'm attracted to the fact the he's attracted to me. It's all very complicated given that I absolutely cannot date him for to reasons. One, he's shorter than me and I will not stand for that. Two, he has this weird ambiguous long distance relationship. He says that when they're not together they are allowed to be with other people. It makes sense because long distance relationships suck, but it will be weird for me regardless of this progresses. And as we know I want to be in a relationship because I very much want to have sex. On that note I explained that particular issue to J yesterday and he was cool about it, although a little disappointed. I just want someone to fall in love with me the normal way with no drunken making out or desperation. Ugh, its annoying, but at least my life is interesting.

(Ask me over the phone why not having sex with J is particularly frustrating)

Blarg, I'm sick, and boyfriendless, which is super lame.

I think J is going to come visit my sick bed later tonight. My house appears to be doing something exciting in the common room, shame its so far away from my bed, because I am absolutely not getting up.

That's all I got folks,
Love!!
-Rorie